We turned in our application on Friday.
I think my mind is a little freaked out at what a huge step it is that I’ve been having weird dreams all weekend. The first one I was pregnant and then in the dream when I realized that I couldn’t possibly be pregnant, let’s just say that things didn’t go so well. The other dream Santa Claus was real and he stopped caring about Christmas because people didn’t believe so I had to help him out with that (I don’t know how, but I thought buying him a copy of Penthouse would help him believe again – HA!). Was anyone else scared at what a huge step it is? It just looks so big (the whole process) from where I’m standing. It’s like I’m looking at the other side of this huge canyon and I think “I want to be over there” and I’m all excited about being there and I run and jump and look down and think, “wow, that’s a huge canyon, how the heck can I get to the other side.”
But my original point was that I finally turned in our application. Yay.